Shadow Moon Kennel

Everybody at school avoids me. I sit in a classroom and everybody moves away. I talk to someone and they ignore me. I walk down the hallway and everybody moves to make sure that they don't get near me. I almost died this morning. I just walked down the stairs when suddenly my vision went totally black (I still don't know why) and then I felt weak. So I laid down on the floor and then my hearing went out. So I couldn't hear, see, or feel. It was hard to breathe and I really thought I was gonna die. I closed my eyes and saw this light. A round, pale light. I didn't know what it was exactly, but I wasn't ready to die, so I forced myself to open my eyes. Nobody in my family even noticed nor cared about it after I recovered. All they said was "oh" and walked away. Its almost like nothing I say or do matters :( Teachers are starting to force kids to sit by me so that I'm not lonely. It's awful that the kid is forced to do that, especially when their friends laugh at them because they had to be with me. My ex dumped me and my new BF only loves me when I'm happy. But since I've been depressed, he wants nothing to do with me. He'd rather flirt with girls that aren't fat and aren't depressed and aren't ugly, unlike me. My crush HATES me with everything he has and my grades are dropping. All of the adults won't leave me alone and the kids want me to die... its all so confusing. So I'm left to escape from the world- to sit alone at the lunch table and to doodle all day long while listening to suicidal music. :'( And that, my friends, is why I am the way I am. And to think, all of this happened just this month (Some at the very end of February)

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